Yesterday evening, after the rain stopped and the sun peeked out from behind the clouds, Thea and I headed out for a little walk. She brought her stroller and her baby, and of course, she wore her red rain boots (she put these on this morning as soon as she realized it was raining - right over her pajamas!).
We walked for a bit, and then decided to stop and splash in the puddles.
I am so grateful to experience these endless moments of wonder with her each day.
Lately, I've caught myself feeling intense sadness, as these moments come and then pass. I find myself wanting to hold on tightly to each one, even as the next moments arrive bringing their own beauty and joy.
But right now, my heart is happy, and whispering, just be right here, right now.
Beautiful, Nicole. Very True. Something about those years...being too aware that they will pass quickly. I think you are doing a wonderful job keeping the moments slow, not rushing to the next stage.
Posted by: Tristana | 10/15/2010 at 08:10 AM
mmmm... i know that one. when i feel that incredible joy of being present with julian during his moments of discovery, part of me starts to grasp and wonder, "more? more babies? should we have more?" i don't think more (or even just another) is the answer for us, though. being present julian and his growing, loving it, and letting it go, is. this is life-- impermanence-- isn't it?
Posted by: Suzanne | 10/15/2010 at 10:46 AM
Couldn't have said it better myself friend.
Posted by: casey | 10/15/2010 at 01:33 PM
lovely post, life, and photos, Nikole! It's nice to know you.
Posted by: Amy | 11/08/2010 at 02:46 AM